This is the first time

I think I'll get a mobile phone. It's just something makes me feel different and I wanna get something new in my life after I denied to use it for long time. I wanna get a job and in fact I don't think I'm sure what I'm gonna do. The only think I know that I don't wanna spend my time to do nothing and I'm really afraid that I won't be able to retire before I'm 30. It's fuck........ I don't think I should spend all my life to work. The world is so big so I wanna see it as much as I can.