Monday, May 31, 2004

Look What You've Done

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Friday, May 28, 2004

Drowning


Drowning

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of opsticals
That almost seem impossible

And I'm thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drinking

Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I'm a star but I still think ill never make it.

And I'm thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there's something missing

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I see go around me.
Am I drowning
Am I fading away
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
Am I drowning
Am I drowning
Am I drowning
Am I drowning

I've been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.

And I'm feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.

There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.

And I'm thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there's something missing.

I'm running from myself and all the things I don't like.
Living every night like it's the last night.

And I'm thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

When I Come Around

I heard you crying loud all the way across town
You've been searching for that someone
and it's me out on the powl
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself
Don't get lonely now
Dry your whining eyes
I'm just roaming for the moment
Sleazin' my backyard so don't get so uptight
you been thinking about ditching me

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around

I heard it all before
So don't knock down my door
I'm a loser and a user so to slag me
down because I know I'm right
So go do what you like
Make sure you do it wise
You may find out that your self doubt
means nothing was ever there
You can't go forcing something if it's just not right

Monday, May 24, 2004

Push

She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever really been loved
By the hand that's touched me, well I feel like something gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry, well

This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you
Around
You don't owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good

I wanna push you around, I will, I will
I wanna push you down, I will, I will
I wanna take you for granted
I will

She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is
Gonna hurt ya
And I don't why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
When my face don't seem to want to shine Cuz it's a little bit dirty well

Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you
You don't know me, I can't change
I won't do anything at all

Oh but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
Crazy, crazy
Don't rush this baby

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Why Does It Always Rain On Me ?

I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning

I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by an invisible man
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody's saying everything's all right
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of the lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain on....

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Shower Your Love

Shower your love on me
Don't make it so hard to cry
Shower your love on me
You dont need a reason why

'Cos I'm not even half the way there
But I'm just too stupid to care
So help me now
When i've fallen through

There are scenes in my open mind
Confusion and flashing lights
Shower your love on me
Cos nothing here feels right

Cos I'm not even half the way there
But I'm just too stupid to care
So help me now
When I've done all I can do

Shower Your love on me

I can't wait, I'm losing faith
Like we might just explode
Comfort me with a melody
Show me that I'm gonna know the answer
Show me that I'm gonna know

Shower Your Love on me
Don't make it so hard to cry
Shower your love on me
You don't need a reason why
Don't make it so hard to cry
Shower your love on me
Shower your love on me

Friday, May 21, 2004

Superman (It's Not Easy

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Only the Strongest Will Survive

Well my life is worth nothing to some
while to others i am number one.
and it can be so hard to know
when to try, when to give up and go
now this feeling is reeling me in
i can feel it like it was my skin
in my head i repeat a new rule
pain is easy, pleasure is cruel

I tell you,
only the strongest will survive
these days you've got to kill yourself just to stay alive.

Well there's only one life and you know,
it won't take you where you want to go
yesterday was a walk in the park
but tomorrow is a step in the dark
and my life is worthing to some
but to you I hope i am number one.
in my head i repeat a new rule
pain is easy, pleasure is cruel

I tell you,
only the strongest will survive
these days you've got to kill yourself just to stay alive.

everybody's talking like they want to see the party begin
I'll be in the alley, get a taxi, cos i'm staying in

only the strongest will survive...

i'm strong enough to get you through
are you strong enough to help me to?

only the strongest will survive...

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

The Drugs Don't Work

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm coming down

And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

But I know I'm on a losing streak
As I pass down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh...
If heaven calls, I'm coming too
Just like you said...
You leave my life I'm better off dead

But if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Yeah, I know I'll see your face again

I'm never going down, I'm never coming down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

PERFECT

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do
Cause it hurts when you disaprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry, I can't be perfect
Now it just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry, I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And its feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe
It's hard just to talk to you
Cause you don't understand

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect

Monday, May 17, 2004

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Vanity Factor

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I see go around me.

Something has been taken from deep inside of me.

I want more than life could ever grant bore by the chore of saving face.

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Light Force

There is no emotion, There is peace.
There is no ignorance, There is knowledge.
There is no passing, There is serenity.
There is no death, There is only The Force.

Jedi seek to improve themselves through knowledge and trauning.

Jedi seyut add life in any force.

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Dark Force

Fear leads to Anger
Anger leads to Hate
Hated leads to Power
Power leads to Victory

The Dark side is stranger than the Light.

True Power is only Achieved through testing the limits of ones Anger, two passing through unscathed your Hated with make you strong.

Monday, May 10, 2004

Side,

That the grass is always greener on the other side
The neighbour's got a new car that you wanna drive
And the time is running out
You wanna stay alive
We all live under the same sky
We all will live we all will die
There is no wrong there is no right
The circle only has one side

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Some might say,

Some might say that sunshine follows thunder
Go and tell it to the man who cannot shine
Some might say that we should never ponder
On our thoughts today cos they will sway over time
Some might say we will find a brighter day

Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well
Some might say we will find a brighter day

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Liverpool : Road to Champions League, I went to see my friend in the evening. She told to me about Amway and its bussiness plan. After that I realize that my friends didn't play soccer today. They went to pitro station to drink bear so I just talked to them but didn't drink anything and then I went to my friend home to watch live soccer between Birmingham and Liverpool. Finally, I think Liverpool'll go to Champions League that season.

Friday, May 07, 2004

Fucking Internet, I wanna get broadband now. My internet is fucking slow. Now, it connect at 14.4 kbps, can you believe. So I can download nothing, it's a fucking life. I spent my time to play simcity 3000 because I only have this version (I've to buy simcity 4 soon).

Don't waste your time on me, your're already. The voice inside my head.

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Fact, Perception and Rumour Sometime The fact is just something you believe and sometime something that you believe is just the rumour. Did you believe in anything? For me, I don't know. Maybe I believe some but who know what's it. The only thing I've to believe is me cause if I don't believe in me how can I believe something that I believe. Do you understand me if you know me you're the one who a bit crazy. ... !!! I'm sleepy, aren't I?