Thursday, September 30, 2004

Out Of My Head

Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Chorus:
Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Sorry

I'm sorry, I'm not what you are,
so sorry, the ugly of it all,
all my life, I was beneath you,
it's all my fault please forgive me,
maybe I could change, maybe I could try,
maybe I could, but then again....

Why would I want to,
lie like you,
thieve like you,
hurt like you,
deceive like you,
connive like you,
cheat like you,
its not that hard to be like you,
but then again why would I want to?

I'm sorry, I am so ashamed,
so sorry I'll take all the blame,
all my life I've been so confused,
its all my fault, please forgive me,
maybe I could change,
maybe I could try,
maybe I could

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk away!

Wednesday, September 22, 2004


Novus

I've been searching for freedom
I've been looking for someone
In the dreams of my heart, I see your face
Calling me into the light

You're the vision of beauty
You're so radiant and lovely
I just can't believe you're here with me
Your touch is my ectasy - my love

Looking into the future
We can see the beginning
Children living in peace and harmony
That is the way it will be

Monday, September 13, 2004

Love is like a bus

You know, love is just like someone waiting for a bus.
when the bus comes, you look at it and you said to yourself.
"eee....so full....cannot sit down one".
so you said to yourself, "i'll wait for the next one".
"so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.
then the second bus came, you looked at it and you sai! d,
"eee...this bus so old..surely very uncomfortable one."
so you let the bus go and again, decided to wait for the next bus.
after a while another bus came,
it's not crowded, not old but you said,
"eee..no air-con one..and the weather is so warm,better wait for the nextone"
"so again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late.
you panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus! .
it is not until much later that you found out
that you had boarded on to the wrong bus!

so you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want!
even if an airson bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus
won't break down or whether will the aircon be too cold for you?
so people wanting to get what you want is not wrong.
but it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance right?
if you found that the "bus" do! esn't suit you,
just press the redbutton and get off the bus.
but wait...i'm sure you have this experience before.
you saw a bus coming (th e bus you want of course)
you flagged it but the driver act blur
by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!
well, and when the bus zoomed pass, what you may have to do is WALK!!!!

the bottom line is being loved is like waiting for a bus whether you want.
to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you.
and walking is like being out of love.
you never lose by loving.
you always lose by holding back.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

I Am Mine

The selfish they are all standing in line.
Faith in their hope and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.

The north is to south as the clock is to time.
There's east and there's west and there's everywhere life.
I know I was born and I know that I'll die.
The in between is mine.
I am mine.

And the meanings get left behind.
Oh the innocence pass you on time.
Significant between the lines.
There's no need to hide.We're safe tonight.

The ocean is full cause everyone's crying.
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrow's denied.I only know my mind.
I am mine.